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Hi mathew, it has been nearly 6 yrs since the day i found you hanging, If you can see me i hope you aren't dissapointed that i haven't been able to let go. I wish people, especially those suppose to be close to me would understand my pain, their pain. Just because i found you doesn't make it easier for everyone, but the nightmare are with me every night STILL!!!You were my baby brother and i am trying to understand why you did what you did,been through the angry,hurt,confused,upset,etc,If you can see you will see how beautiful your three children have grown. well just a few words as I can't stop thinking of you,your loving sister, Christie

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Pauline that was beautiful, very touching. The last few months and as the months go on and on i feel more and more abandoned, all those people who said they would be there and support me are now avoiding me like the plague. They dont talk to me let alone see me, i have true friends who support me and will be there and are there when i need them the most. Is it really that hard to communicate with somoene who has lost someone? Do they shut up for fear of upsetting you when deep down inside you are more upset but the way they dont talk to you or even see you? Do you just be rude and inconsiderate back to them? The human can be a strange creacher at times...why are we abandoned?

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Beloved… His name it meant beloved His heart filled with love and grace For those who chose not to hurt him You could see the true David in his face…. Cherished son and brother He walked a path of quiet refrain Life dealt him many savage blows As he battled each and every pain… Brave beyond redemption Lesser men than he would have failed To stand and fight those demons That plagued him on lifes trail… Music soothed the savage beast That lurked within his frame The balm of beat and melody Would calm him once again… His hands were always open As he reached out for love anew His heart was truly hopeful For one both warm and true… He has left his mark upon us More than any word can say The man he was beloved And will be till my dying day… R.I.P David

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my name is denise hall. on November 16th 2006 my father hanged himself. i was 17. I think about dad every single day of my life. on february 14th 2008 my boyfriends grandpa shot himself behind a kmart. i cry for him alot because i sort of know what he is going through. if there is anyone out there who can help us please let me know...

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My brother John commited suicide on February 27, 2008. He was the 4th of 7 children. He was always the glue that maintained the close bond between us all. His laugh, amazing personality and ability to help everyone in need without complaint is what made him the amazing person he was and will always be in our hearts. He spent his entire life focusing on the needs of others. He had an injury quite severe in his shoulder/neck area around 2003-2004 and after 3 failed surgeries he was prescribed high doses of Methadoane to control his pain which never went away until he took his shotgun and put it to his chest. He tried to go off of the methadoane on his own as he had always been so successful at self control in the past but this was different aside from the physical pain he endured his mental state became depressed and paranoid. He felt worthless that he could no longer enjoy the active life he had always led and he could no longer work. He provided for his wife of 23years and his son from day one until he couldn't anymore. He felt worthless. His beautiful smile was hidden behind such sadness but he promised all of us not to worry he would never harm himself! He is gone forever physically but he remains so strong inside our hearts and minds. I still can't believe I will not hear his laugh again or have him try to figure out life for me. I am his baby sister and I have decided not to be angry with him over his departure, I will be eternally sad and miss him but he wasn't living the last few years and i believe now he is finally resting in the peace he so deserved. Thank You for reading. God bless all who have had a tragic loss by suicide and bring peace to those who have thought about it. There si help out there.

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My name is Kristy, 8 years ago i found my "soulmate" hanging in the back shed, although i have since "moved on" now married, two girls (one was his) that day will haunt me forever. i never had the opportunity to talk to others in the same situation so if there is any one reading this that needs to talk feel free to email me....