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HEY, DONT KNOW WHY I AM DOING THIS,, HAVE LOOKED AT THIS SITE 3 TIMES SINCE 6/3/05 WHEN MY HUSBAND OF 31 YRS SUICIDED, YEP COMING UP 3 YRS, AND I STILL CANT GET ON WITH "MY LIFE" GO ON LIVING WITHOUT HIM.. WHEN DOES IT GET BETTER,HAD NUTHA MELTDOWN LAST NIGHT, WILL THEY STOP? NOOOO, NOT WHILE WE HAVE 2 CHILDREN AND 4 GRANDSONS STILL, DOES HE CARE THAT OUR OLDEST GRANDSON STARTED 1ST CLASS N HEY GUESS WHAT? YOUR KOOL IF U EAT UR APPLE CORE IN 1ST CLASS,, DOES HE CARE THAT OUR 2ND GRANDSON STARTED SCHOOL N HE WASNT WITH ME THAT MORNING WATCHN HIM GO TO BIG SCHOOL.. DOES HE CARE THAT OUR DAUGHTERS MARRIAGE HAS ENDED,BECAUSE OF WHAT SHE WAS GOING THRU. DOES HE CARE THAT OUR SON HAS, STARTED THAT BUSINESS WE, GAVE UP SO MUCH, FOR A 2ND TIME IN OUR LIF, TO PUT HIM THRU UNI, TO DO.. AND IS HALF WAY TO WHERE HE WANTED TO BE,AND IS ONLY 32YRS OLD,AND I THOUGHT THE BIGGEST CHALLENGE IN LIFE WAS WHEN WE FOUND OUT WE WERE PREGNANT AT 16 YRS OLD,, BOY WAS I WRONG...THAT WAS EASY COMPARED TO THIS, LOOKING AFTER A BABY SO YOUNG WAS A BREEZE. WAKING UP AND BREATHING EVERY DAY WITHOUT MY HUSBAND, MY BEST FRIEND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE FROM WHEN I WAS A 14YR OLD,IS SO MUCH HARDER. BUT I WILL TOMORROW AND EVERY DAY AFTER, BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT NOT DOING IT, IS LIKE FOR THE ONES YOU LEAVE BEHIND,, ABSOLUTLY DEVASTING.

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I am not entirely sure of how to do this but i lost a beautiful friend Belinda Burke many years ago, however before she passed she has a lovely daughter. I would love to find her family and catch up. Could anyone give me guidence? Anneke

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It has been six months since my son Daniel suicided. These six months have been the longest yet the fastest that I have ever experienced. When my son did this I was devastated. The thoughts in my head told me at the time that I would not get through this, then I began to think about the people who are still here, my other kids, my aging father, my husband, friends, beautiful grandkids, my family and of course myself. We need to continue on, nothing stops because someone we love decides to leave. I will miss Daniel and love Daniel for the rest of my life. He is in my heart and my thoughts every single day.

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What a way to start 2008. Tomorrow will be a month when my boyfriend committed suicide. Its so hard, every day i think of him and all i want is for him to walk through that door again and things to be the way they were. Life is no one huge battle, even getting out of bed and coping is so hard. Although i have some many people there for me i feel so alone, ive lost my soul mate and partner. The pain is so unbearable i juat want to disappear. Im sick of hearing it will get easier, as far as i see its getting worse. I never thought it would be me to go through this and i hate the world for putting me through so much pain. My boyfriend John Philip Best was on 20, he was a beautiful person who did have some "demons" to deal with but i really thought he would get through it...i was there for him and supported him through everything, his family didnt care, no one really knew that dark side of him as he was hiding it from everyone. I still dont know why he did it and i guess i will never know until we meet again. Life sucks, too many close people to me have died and im sick of it. Maybe one day i will be truley happy but for now i feel dead inside. Its nice to know im not alone and that so many other people have experianced this terrible thing they called Suicide. I hope i can get in contact with someone who has been through this. Im just so lost. I will love my Angel John forever, one day we will meet again and life will be normal. I will never forget you. I miss you terrible and it hurts so much inside. Watch over me. John Best 1987 - 2008

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My son Thomas Waite was shot dead by the police oct 24, 2003, He had a mental illness, and like many others who needed help, was turned away by logan mental health, Its so sad these people want help, and when they do go they are told there is no beds, give them pills and cya later,,Mental Health are just collar, ties and fat pay cheques.