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Having lost 2 mates to suicide in 2003 already, it is great to see the work that associations like White Wreath are doing. One friend shot himself in February this year in his parents home. The only explanation he left was that he was scared as to where the world was heading. The other hung himself from the ceiling only this week leaving everyone to wonder WHY. They were both fantastic fun loving men who given the opportunity, I am sure would have taken the chance to accept the wide spread help that is available. This is a cry to all the people who think that they cant go on. Think about the people you leave behind. Think of the love that everybody feels for you. Get the help you need. It is nothing to be ashamed of. Crying out for help will be the start...dont MAKE suicide be the end. And to J & P...Nobody will really ever know the reasons. One can only hope that you are both happy & safe now and away from the world in which you left soooo many people to ponder and miss you both like crazy everyday. xoxo

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Having lost 2 mates to suicide in 2003 already, it is great to see the work that associations like White Wreath are doing. One friend shot himself in February this year in his parents home. The only explanation he left was that he was scared as to where the world was heading. The other hung himself from the ceiling only this week leaving everyone to wonder WHY. They were both fantastic fun loving men who given the opportunity, I am sure would have taken the chance to accept the wide spread help that is available. This is a cry to all the people who think that they cant go on. Think about the people you leave behind. Think of the love that everybody feels for you. Get the help you need. It is nothing to be ashamed of. Crying out for help will be the start...dont MAKE suicide be the end. And to J & P...Nobody will really ever know the reasons. One can only hope that you are both happy & safe now and away from the world in which you left soooo many people to ponder and miss you both liek crazy everyday. xoxo

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I am suicidal, but I haven't attempted it yet. I feel like I'm already dead, but somehow I still wake up in the morning. My soulmate of 2 years broke up with me, and I lost my job. I don't want to live anymore. If I choose to make my first attempt, it will be successful. But, then I won't feel relief which I crave. I will simply not feel. And, I will pass on the pain that I carry to my family and friends. For that, I will try to survive. Please write me if you have any advice. Please don't try to "track me down." If I am feeling ready to die, I will go to a hospital.

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Hi, I wrote a story "THE DAY MATHEW DIED" on this website under personal stories. I was very angry then and on july 7th it will be nine long months since i found my beautiful brother hanging from the roof. I think I am a little better after 5 months of not leaving the house, crying,screaming and hurting so bad i can't explain. but obviously we are all going through our own pain and try to deal with these tragedies, always asking "WHY".I just hope one day soon the pain will get easier and i can get off sleeping tablets and anti-depressants because they only numb for a while i suppose. My heart goes out to everyone experiencing the same pain. I just wish people I thought would be there for me instead of treating me like a lepar. It hurts enough that i have lost my brother in that way and about to maybe lose another one due to illness, let alone friends so noticably don't ring anymore. I LOVE YOU MATHEW FROM YOUR BIG SIS, CHRISTIE.XXX P.S I WILL WRITE YOUR STORY SOON LIKE I ALWAYS PROMISED.

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My daughters ex-boyfriend committed suicide on her birthday 31st Jan 2003 this year. He got into Pot and ended up with bi-polar/shizophrenia. The system failed him as the day before his death he went to his counceller and it wasn't picked up that he was suicidal. He needed to be hospitalised but wasn't given that option. I'll never forget that phone call from my daughter. Her hysterical sobs, "Mum come and get me, it's Byron, you know what I"m going to say.". The funeral, well I can't go there. Everybody has suffered over this, six months later I can't even bare to hear any of the music associated with his'funeral. What a waste of a beautiful life!.