|Name: Tanya||MY URL: Visit Me|
|My Email: Email Me||Location: Georgia|
I think I lived with a person who has bod.
|Name: R Martin||MY URL: Visit Me|
|My Email: Email Me||Location: California|
I actually came across your story completely by accident while researching BPD. After reading just the first page I couldn't stop reading it. There were so many things that you described that were literally identical to situations I've had with my gf. Your memory, however, is much more keen then mine, though. There's been so many instances with her episodes that I can't remember half of them. I've put up with her behavior for nearly 10 years and it's been quite a nightmare for most of that time. The feelings of shame and guilt she once made me feel so easily no longer affects me and that's only made her anger and spinning even more vicious. What used to be 2 or 3 day episodes every other week is now 4-6 days and occur more frequently that I can't take any more and had finally had enough and left a few months ago. She still calls amd threatens me and my friends but that too has started to subside. Why I stuck around for 9 more years when I should have left after a month is beyond me but at least I know I'm not the only person who's loved a crazy bitch!!!